It's already difficult, in normal circumstances, to differentiate the inner feelings that blur the line between reality, hopefulness and primal hunger. Over the last few months, I've purposely disconnected from some of my feelings in an attempt to be less judgmental and slower in (poorly) reacting to the tensions in my life. I struggle with my marriage and a wife whom I have not seen in a month... a wife who I've seen in person less than a day's worth of time in the last year... a wife whom I still love despite differences.
I need to stabilize my life and make some choices. Clearly the lack of decisions have led me to make that dangerous mixture of hope and dreaminess, craving and desperation, and the mess I am in.
How do I choose now?
For happiness?
For money?
For love?
For safety?
For family?
How do I choose?
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